Friday, August 29, 2008

first of all, i am totally bushed. so please forgive me for any wrong spelling or grammer mistakes. so let's start from the very beginning of this week.

but before that, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGHAN! 18 le. so old. lol

on Monday, we had the mgt 40 questions test.
i was asked to sit in front since i was making noise. uh.
after which went for break. den was maths and went over to art gallery for the video booth
not many ppl did the video. so i had some of my classmates to do like nadia, shalani & faezah.
it was effing funny and i couldnt control but made some mistakes.
so anyways, tried to study budget test but i can never understand so its alright.
and then was gp and accounts. the test was pretty alright i guess.
after that, took chem paper from mrs chai.
OMG! she knows about my issue eh. but it's nothing serious lah. it's just my complaints but i'll learn to deal with it. since chem was just a consultation period, met with the rest at SAC to start doing the video. i guess this kind of thing really test our patience. like i tried to keep calm even though i was feeling supper angry over certain things. this is just part and parcel of life. learn to deal with it and move on. i only left sch at 8pm. freaking late.

on Tuesday, first two periods were PE. so we played frisbee. we were released cos i guess there was going to be a fire alarm later on. so i guess we were given time to settle down? after that, went for maths. and yes there was a fire drill exercise during the period so we all proceeded to the stadium. after that as usual went back to maths lesson. changed and went for break. got back our results for accounts test and i passed the budget test. but cashflow still sux. i hope i will do better in the exams. after that was break again so went to gp class. for gp is sorta per group thingy, so we went first so that can do other things later. den for malay we did imbuhans i thnk. kinda forgot le. after that. gotta go to the hall for the dry run of the teachers day performance. aishah accompanied me. the dry run ended at around 6 plus 7plus i guess. went home after that feeling super tired once again.

on Wednesday, we had ACES day in the morning. was kinda alright. mgt lesson went on as usual. den was pw and chemistry. nth much on that day. but for HTP, we had a drama grp to perform for us. it's a method used to impart certain knowledge to students. so anyways, after that, stayed behind to help rudin with the flags. after that, went to the hall to have a look at the teachers convention. cousin was there too. the teachers were very sporting. and some were very funny. especially with farhaan as the commentator. tsk tsk. so around 6 plus, left and proceeded home. super tired once again.

on Thursday, dad send us to sch since it was raining really heavily. and there were jams all over the place. like wth. was feeling super annoyed cos was going to be late. but anyhows. managed to reach sch on time and raise the flag. there was no morning assembly so pu2 students waited outside the hall. talking abt the gp exam, i am so fedup and dissappointed with myself for not listening to mdm ong's advice. she say avoid qn 11, i go and do qn 11. i really feel like crying lah. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. damn pek chek lah.. but comprehension was manageable i guess. :( sigh... after that. went to eat at canteen and faezah went to print her EOM at O hub. then went for maths extra lesson. i tell u. complex number is a sure killer when it comes out for promos. i am damn sadddddd cos i scared i cant cope with all this pressure... sigh.. promos ar promos. so then went to the hall to do the teachers day stuff. we had to stay till very late. and we even got scolding from the teachers as we couldnt get things done on the spot. we needed more time. but u cant blame us you see. this is the first time that we are doing this and i tell u, there are bound to be errors here and there. so all i can say, u cant put the total blame on us. and i guess there was a misunderstanding about the food. but i shall not emphasise on this but if whatever i potrayed is not what it is being seen by someone else, then there's nth else that i can do right? all i wanna say is that, i really did not mean it. sigh. i dunno. anyways, after the whole thing, we helped with the deco. we put the cloth up and because of that, we had to stay till like 9 plus in sch. but nevertheless, we still had fun, with jump shots here and there.lol..omg. i reached home at around 10 plus. it was super late. but i had to do the messages on the vanguard. i did everything and finally finished it at 2am in the morning. but was talking to qy on the phone at that time and saying about some times. i really dunno what to say mans.

today. had to reach sch at 7am to prepare everything. but overall, it was a success i think. shall not say much abt the celebration here cos you all know how it goes rite. but i think the students and teachers really enjoyed themselves. so anyways, stayed back to help out with the clearing and stuff. but was damn pissed off over certain issues. i believe qy is pissed off about the same reason as me. we then had the refreshments and sx and i went back to hillgrove. saw alot of familiar faces and some teachers like mrs chew, miss chong, miss chew, mr low etc. but talked to miss chong for quite long about sch stuff, maths stuff i mean. hurhur. she is a really wonderful teacher man i tell you. so anyways, hadnt seen some of them for sucha long time like cs, js, rina, huili, jasmine, kc, fq, ze, wk, james, jinghan and not forgetting jiunhaur! haha. u reach singapore le nv tell me! i could have fetched you =P lets go out more! :D then we went to eat at IMM and walked around. as usual, jiunhaur was being a monkey. lol. stay at singapore forever! :)

after this super long entry, my conclusion is i am feeling damn pekchek and upset with myself. period.


Saturday, August 23, 2008

well first of all, i would like to say that sometimes, it's just best to put on a deaf ear and not hear anything at all.

so anyways, today went to grandma's house.
ate quite alot. so am damn full.
for the past few days, had been damn busy.

on thursday, for accounts, the test was cancelled and we went through ethics. thnk was quite ok..
den was PW. PW nth much. consulted mr toh about my EOM and i only gotta work on my A&E part. for GOI he said it was pretty alright. so i hope the author emails me soon...
went for break and then was mgt. had the open book test. was ok lah. den was maths. for maths, we continued with complex numbers. urgh. i kinda hate this topic. cos i thnk i will struggle in it... for PE, it was the FUN part! cos we did YOGA! the relaxation part was the best of all. i almost wanted to sleep.. went home after that. so tired.

on friday. for malay, as usual, we discussed about karangan. then went for break and then chemistry. for HTP, we had to write about our CCA records and all. after that. went for maths test. i think the retest was much harder than the actual test. but it's ok. teacher said she will take the best one out of the two. so if i did badly i will still get 14 :D then, went to eat at macs and went for the teachers' day meeting. we are in charge of the video and i still dont get why we are suppose to do that. so had a hard time figuring out the sequence and all. haiix. so went home quite late. but must be prepared to go home even later on monday...

you know when sometimes u are under pressure you tend to do some things which you tend to regret at a later part? hmmm.

and one more thing. just because when one is sad, it doesnt mean that he/she is emo. just felt like saying that.

p/s: wanna thank my close friends around me who had been listening to my craps and caring for me :D you know who you are. lol

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

first of all, i wanna say that.
PW has really made me stressed out and because of that, i have done some things that was way out of my league. but there's no point in saying all these now. it will just make me more stress and any crying wont help it one bit. hmmm

so today for mgt, as usual. was slacking
and for PW, mdm siti was the speaker. and i was listening. like really listening. and i agree with what she says.
everything that we do, we have to have a purpose behind it. only from there can we reach our ultimate aim.
went for break den chemistry
went thru papers for chemistry and for HTP, we had a talk by an accounting person.

after that, went to the booths and took all the free stuff. heh heh.
then took 188 to IMM and ate hor fun! like finally! v nice eh the hor fun :D i love. somemore got 2 prawns! hahaha.

can u see my 2 prawns? yeahh.

then was so pek chek abt the fileat daiso.
after that, went back to JEC and went to buy tix.
watched meet dave. before that, we camwhored in the cinema
and qy was so toot. she like dunno how to use my phone to take picture. -.-"

read her blog to noe more.
anyways the movie damn funny. and not bad lah. but we were both like poor sia till we got no money to buy popcorn. LOL
after that, took 66 back home.

on the way home, i was thinking about alot of stuff.
like school, family & friends.
i really wonder what's my movitation. and only today i found out that it was obvious that i had self-movitation all along..

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HERRY :D

Monday, August 18, 2008

i have a sad sad life
thats what i feel.

sigh, there's just so many things to do but so little time to finish them
it's like, i see myself being cheerful in sch, but when will this facade ever stop?
i dont know if i can continue putting up a brave front in front of everybody and acting as if everything is okay. i dont know if i had the strength to do so. sigh..

i'm just too stressed out. urgh. i hate this feeling.
i seriously need a break from everything.
but that's not gonna work. haiix

lifesux.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

OMG
i am so fedup with myself
i dont know what to do about my EOM anymore
i dont know what to do about PW anymore
i dont know what to do about my studies anymore
i dont know what to do about my life anymore.

everything is going the wrong direction
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
urgh.

Friday, August 15, 2008

HELLO everyone xD

anyways today was a fun fun fun day! :D

first of all, started the day with urm. malay.
did mostly karangan things lah.
den was break and chem
for chem we went thru the paper.
for HTP, we had lessons on SEX EDUCATION
hahahaha. everyone got high. but the funny part was when nikki did that thing. HAHAHA.
after that, went to meet hayati at Jurong
bought tickets for a journey to the centre of the earth
the show is alright lah. hahha. (:
but the stupid kids behind were way too rowdy that i felt like slapping them
and the couple next to me. urm. they were kissing. like OMG! and i stared at them. and the guy stared at me. and then we went out of the theater cos end of movie le. wuahahaha.
why, of all places, they have to do it there?

and, dont mind me saying this. sometimes i'm just angry with those race.
i mean you cant blame me because i noe not all of them are like that.
but they made it seems like it is.
the kids behind me were, and the couple were also.
i got so fed up with their actions but u cannot blame me because that is my own view. seriously eh... why.

after the movie, went to IMM to eat. i had minced meat noodles again (: nv get tired of it. but i wanna try the hor fun next time. hahaha. after that, walked around then went back to westmall. i brought breads home. hhahaha.

had a fun time with hayati today. how long since i last saw her? like eons ago.. catched up a bit. and in times to come, wont be seeing her cos i'll be concentrating on my promos and H1 A's. but after that, more outings k! :D

so anyways, side track abit. i just feel like saying something.
i kinda hate it when people cant keep to promises. i mean if u had made a promise and you cant keep it, why make it in the first place? if u had made a promise and u thnk u cant fulfill it, cant u like at least tell the person, or at least do something about it, rather than the person taking the initiative to do so? i got so fed up with these kind of people, i just cant stand it.sigh.

ouh, on another note. i just feel like asking my readers this.
why do people like to create hate tags on people tagboards and then remain anonymous? if you have the guts to say that u hate the person, why dont you have the guts to name yourself for the actions that you did? i dunno, i just feel like saying that.

so to whoever who had been victims before, don't freaking care about them because they are just plain stupid people (:

on a brighter note. chemistry seems clearer to me. but there's still a lot of work needed to be done. teacher said i look stress today. got meh????

anyways, my brother freaking broke my 4x4 but i managed to assemble it back! huahahahahaha. am i genius or what. :D

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

freaking pw
freaking tests
freaking promos
freaking everything!

Friday, August 8, 2008

ouh, i just realised that today is 080808. nice number :D

so anyways, here are some pictures. there's more but these are the main ones that i wish to blog about =P

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION (:

FAEZAH'S FACE ON THE BOARD. EVERYONE MUST GO SEE! lolol (feazah, dun be angry i put this up ar. hahahahaha. nice what)


kuku pictures taken i dunno when. hahahahaha.

ok i have an interview to go tmr. hope i pass and get the job! :D
but kinda sad lah qy cant go cos she was the one who intro me one eh. see lah. why u born so late. =P

ouh, i just had 5 hours of so called "nap". feel so damn tired can. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
today had national day celebration in school.
had to reach sch early for the supposedly dry run.
in the end we did when everyone was seated alr

i thnk the parade was ok lah
damn excited can. but when i was standing at sedia position, this stupid mosquito was at my leg lah
so damn irritating can. i felt like killing it but cant move
furthermore, i was sweating like hell -.- and my sweat went into my eyes. wah my eyes damn pain. ahahaha

anyways, after that, went to change and join the rest in the hall
the performances were all damn nice. and the sing-a-long, SCs went on stage. huahahaha
we had fun singing lah to all the NDP songs. hahahaha

after that, went to eat with aishah & faezah
hahahahaha. aishah damn excited cos first time she eating pizza hut with us
at first, we wanted to eat at lot 1's pizza hut
but so many ppl, and we had to wait for 40 minutes man.
so then we changed destination to eat at jelapang's one
haha damn empty sia the place
we were all super full after that

and here i am home sweet home.
i have a few photos to post here but it's in the other com.
lol. wait for it k faezah. hurhur

Thursday, August 7, 2008

i dun care about anyone's feeling here so i'm just gonna type what i feel

so what if mdm ong said that the literature part is correct?
you shouldnt had just DIRECTLY lifting OUR GOI from our EOM.
if it's that's simple, will i still ask u to do?
i can even do it myself. and it's word for word. our EOM is not even well done and you wanna use it. then i can conclude that it's not a good lit review.

whatever lah, i dun even wanna tok to you anymore and i dun care what the teacher is going to say. scold me if she wants, i am never going to work together with you. even if it kills me.

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

heh heh!
marching seems fun :D
it seems like marching with blazer is not so hot after all.
i would prefer it than wearing just the long sleeves.
ANYWAYS, i got so damn pek chek just now over certain issues for which i shall not mention here. but i'll be going to Sunburst Camp! woooooohoooooo. looks fun!

anyways, looking back, i got more and more pissed off with myself
why did i even trusted that someone when i knew that she/he isnt making any sense?
how blind i was... tsk.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

YESTERDAY WAS SPECTACULAR! :D

well, as usual, ms CQY was late. lol. she still said she will NOT be late eh. hahaha. so anyways. she had to treat popcorn for the movie! LOL. maybe we should do this more often. then i will have free popcorn. HAHAHAHA.

ok anyways, we watched money no enough II. the show is damn nice and damn saddening lah. i cried :( especially where they showed the parts of the mother that one.. ehhh. really damn sad lah. recommended to watch (: prepare tissue ok. yah lah yah lah. i cried first. ahahahaha. :D

after that, went to do duty at MI.Mart. ok lah the place. alot of people. v hot also!!! urgh. i left the place early. to go to the hotel. kinda regretted cos the offers at the end were like simply irresistable. LOL.

so anyways, made my way to Riz Carlton! the place damn nice. the view also damn spectacular. hahaha. watched the NDP preview from the hotel room. and the fireworks too! hahahah. damn nice.

after that, my phone went dead cos the battery went flat -.-" and i didnt bring charger! urgh. so slept early and checked out today at 12pm. went to eat lunch and here i am at home. so tiiiiiiiiiiiired lah... sigh... tmr there's sch and its for a LONG DAY ALSO LAH. eeeee :(

i'm tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired to do anything seh.

FIREWORKS I!

FIREWORKS II!

the black knights! and the heart :D

at the M.I MART. hehehehehehe

Friday, August 1, 2008

YO!
i'm back from a HOT & SUNNY DAY. haha

so anyways, today had meeting at 0730 at SAC
after that, mrs chai told me the news about the Sunburst camp? (is that how it's spelt?)
i was damn shock lah. cos they choosed it based on the top few students in SC?

so anyways, i'm too tired to blog rite now
so for now, pictures:

we were supposed to act like paikias. but this kuku michelle ar. was like laughing lah. in the end i also laughed. and the pic turns out like this. HAHAHAHA

HEHEHE :D busybodies.

preparing for photo taking

this is nice =)

CY! LOL

QY & I

hohoho. mich me and qy

the 3 musketeers. LOL

KUKU aishah lah with my blazer. look at that face!

my kuku best friends with my tie. lol. toot toot. tsk tsk!

ok i'm tirrrrrreddddddd.