hmmmm
after i thought it really carefully and wisely,
and i decided to type it here.

yesterday night, i admit i was crying my hearts out
i was so stressed, i couldnt take it anymore.
and i breakdown on the spot.
till this morning when i woke up, my eyes were sorta swollen. and it was dreading it every single moment.
but today still passed as usual. with lessons going on and tests and extra lessons.
tmr aint any worse.

hmmmm. i thnk i cried cos i was thinking about so many things.
friendship, family and personall stuffs.
friendship problem was the main cause of it. idk. sometimes you just have to wonder.
and you must try to let it go and look things at a different perspective.
i for once, did try that. and i dunno if it's working. maybe i shall just try.

let's hope i will not cry again tonight :)
oh anyways, happy birthday to wanyi! :D you are damn old alr. hahahah. not like me, so young.

but it's like the first time since i cried in a long time. but i felt better after letting it all out. like. when you are too stressed with information overload on PW stuffs, Friendship issues, Family matters and your own personal beliefs and there's no one who you can really turn to at that time, isn't it better if you just shut yourself down? hmmm,idk.

ouh there's so much to do tmr.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. another breakdown man.